What Candy says

WOOHOO! I'M BACK!!

2004-11-05T11:34:00.000-07:00

hehe...i'm finally back on my blog! aren't u guys so happy and excited?! HA. well. i've got plenty of time to waste in my internet class, so i decided to blog again. hmm...yep. life is GREAT. u know why? I HIT A CAR AND I HAVE TO PAY 600 FRICKIN DOLLARS TO THE PPL!! yep. i told u life is just FABULOUS. but anyway. that's my lesson that i learned to DRIVE CAREFULLY ALWAYS. but i am a careful driver...i just can't park!! did i mention it was in the parking lot of my school, and only i was involved and i hit a PARKED CAR?!! ARGH...i'm just stupid. but anyways. i'll get over it.

well, i am currently in the process of getting a new layout. i'm kinda lazy and don't really wanna do it, but i think this one is getting old. maybe i should just get one i really like and stick with it for the rest of my life, huh? HEY GOOD IDEA. i think thats what i'll do. thats wat u get from LAZY PEOPLE. hehe.

i'll probably be back soon, so guys, WATCH OUT! mwahahahahah

2004-07-21T21:45:00.000-06:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhh...i feel absolutely HORRIBLE for doing this, but i think i better tell u guys that this blog is gonna be a failure like my last one. u guys are probably like...OH MY GOSH U IDIOT. U MAKE ME LINK U AND THEN U SHUT DOWN LIKE 2 DAYS LATER?! i feel bad for getting all these ppl 2 link me and then shutting down my site so soon...:S what 2 do what 2 do?! but i really don't have much time to update regularly and to make my site NICE and PRETTY. ha. i think i'll blog again in a few months or like beginning of next year or something AFTER i take my web design class. :P with school and everything, i'll be too busy to do ANYTHING! and i'm already busy NOW and its SUMMER. arghhh. this is most likely gonna be my last blog. i'm still kinda trying to decide if i should keep it or not, cuz i hate giving up in the middle of things! well, i mean, not like a lot of ppl come to my site anyways...but just wanna say a special thanks to ZAHIRA for being so supportive and visiting so often! and thanks 2 all you who visit my site also!! sorry everybody for shutting down so soon. i will inform everyone when i put my site back up! i think i'll keep the same address and everything, sooo..............SO SORRY GIRLS!!!

until next year(probably)! *hugz and kisses* 2 all!

2004-07-17T00:06:00.000-06:00

i just realized i haven't posted a pic of myself yet, so there i am! :D i found out my bff is coming back next thursday! i was so happy! i haven't seen her for over 2 months! haha. i know. i talk about her like she's my bf or gf or watever. NO i'm not les. we're just really tight and stuff. she went back to hong kong for TWO whole months. arghhh. its not fair cuz all my chinese friends went back this summer EXCEPT FOR MEEEE! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'll go back SOMEday...in the very far future. i so wanted to go back for shopping! stuff is cute AND cheap! ohhhhhhh well.

2004-07-14T22:29:00.000-06:00

soooooo....i've had pretty boring days these 2 days. same old routine. nothing special at all. nope. i decided blogs, well, more like layouts, take A LOT of time to do. and mine is only really simple too and it took me FOREVER. maybe cuz i don't really know html...:p i'm hoping my webpage design class i'm taking this year will help. i feel bad about my site cuz i go to everyone's blogs and they're like....WAHHH. MY BLOG SUCKS! haha. ohhh well. i can't believe summer is more than half way over though!! ahhh. time isn't very nice to me. is it mean to any of u guys? seriously! summer is supposed to go by SLOW. slowER at least. this summer i'm actually not bored out of my brains. like 1st summer this has ever happened. surprising...very surprising. anyway. i barely went out of the house these two days. being lazy...:D

2004-07-12T22:29:00.000-06:00

hmm...so, i had an ok weekend. went to my dad's house to spend time with him as usual. i found out my stepmom is pregnant though! i dunno if its a good or bad thing, since she's not very happy about it, but i guess i should be happy for her and my dad anyway, huh? well, i do love babies...so i'll get a new little brother or sister! i should be excited.

i went to my dad's company's gym to work out for a bit on saturday. its cool where my dad works cuz its like we get to go to our own gym, since there's nobody ever there on sat. and then there's like fussball tables and those mini golf thingys where u try to get the ball in the hole, u know? ya. it makes me wonder if my dad ever needs to work with so much things to PLAY with. anyway, me and my 2 sisters played against my dad at fussball, and we lost to him 5-0. ha. we suck so bad, its not even funny. it was fun playing with my dad though...funny that i'm saying that, cuz i used to hate spending time with my dad, but after i broke up with my bf, my relationships with all my family members improved. weird how life works.

anyway, i also went to the mall and sold all my cds that i didn't want to this one music store, so i got lots of in-store merchandise credit. yay! finally new cds. i need some DESPERATELY. except i can't decide what cds i should get. any suggestions anyone? i'm thinking of getting alicia keys...oh yes, and plus i got free gum from that store! lots of it. the guy working there was like, "u want some free gum? here take the whole box!" ya. it was like a pretty big box of gum. wrigley's new wildberry frost flavor. i regret not taking more. cuz i only got like a big handful, and then the guy was like, "here" and gave me a few more handfuls. should've just agreed to take the whole box....

survey about me

2004-07-10T01:05:00.000-06:00

Relationships***

>1) Do u have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope, broke up with my 1st bf a few months ago

> ***Fashionstuff***
>1) Where is your favorite place to shop? express, charlotte russe, wet seal. and just pretty much any place with cute clothes

>2) Any tattoos or piercings? yep. pierced ears and no tattoos

> ***The extra stuff**

>1) Do you do drugs? yeah. i get high off weed every other hour, i smoke and drink and....NO j/k. i don't do any of that stuff, and never would

>2)What kind of shampoo do you use? nuskin

>3)What are you most scared of? spiders. grasshoppers. crickets. ants. potato bugs. butterflies. ok j/k. not the last 3. but i do hate bugs. and also scared of drowning in the middle of the ocean.

>4)What are you listening to right now? i'm talking to my sisters

>5)What car do you wish to have? um...well, right now any car will do. but my dream car would be....actually, i dunno, cuz i'm never gonna be able to afford a really really nice car anyway....

>6) Who was the last person that called you? can't remember.

>7) Where do you want to get married at? um...somewhere nice and pretty and...maybe on a tropical island

>8) If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? um...maybe not be so quiet. i mean, i'm not really shy and quiet, just around certain ppl.

> ***Favorite Thingz***

>1)Color: pink and black
>2)Number: um...don't have one
>3)Food: japanese
>4) Boy's name: don't got one
>5) Girl's name: don't got one either
>6)Subjects in school: um...hard one...nope. don't like school at all.
>7)Animal: my cute pet trixy! (hamster)
>8)Game: u know, those ones

>***What's WORSE?***

>1)Love or Death? of course death.

>2) cheating or being cheated on? i think cheating. cuz at least ur not the one feeling guilty for the rest of ur life.

>3)Liking someone and them not liking u or someone liking u and u not liking them back? someone not liking me back

2004-07-09T19:21:00.000-06:00

yep. went horseback riding today. it was....between ok and fun. well, i would've liked it a lot more if i didn't have to go to the bathroom during the 2 hour ride. and if i wasn't really hungary, and if my knees didn't hurt, and if i didn't have allergies and sneezed until my nose blew up, and if there weren't so many flies, and if the guide didn't stop for a 1/2 hour break for a smoke! rip off man! i mean, we are paying lots of money to RIDE. not breathe in your second hand smoke! ya. so other than that, all was good. the weather was really nice, not too hot, not too sunny, pretty trees, lots of nice herds of cows...and not to mention the part where i got to watch the horse in front of me do its business, if ya know what i mean. haha. it was kinda sick.

i started taking piano lessons again today with a new teacher. really strict.. :S i think she really underestimated my playing abilities. she made me buy level 5 books!! level 5! gosh. i don't suck that bad, do i?? i have been playing for...who knows how many years now! i personally think i could do lots better than that, but whatever. oh well...

2004-07-08T22:45:00.000-06:00

Another typical summer day. i'm going horsebackriding tomorrow though! finally, something to look forward to...argh. i'm gonna be FAT. no. get fattER. i ate like a huge piece of cheesecake just barely. :S i thought i made a goal not to eat after 7, but i guess not. gotta work harder at keeping my goals. but hey, i kept my goal of working out everyday! that takes some of the guilt off for eating forbidden mouth-watering, creamy, cheesy, yummy, to die for food that adds 10 pounds to your tummy:P. anyway, there really isn't ever anything new going on in my life. EVER. is anybody's life as boring as mine??!! while all my friends are off having their adventures in far far away fantasy lands, i'm HERE, AT HOME. oh no. here goes my complaining again. i also though i made a goal NOT to complain. i think its just a natural instinct for me to complain when i got nothin ta talk about...

first blog!

2004-07-07T23:25:00.000-06:00

finally actually POSTING something. i decided blogs and webpages take up WAY too much time. and now is pretty much the only time of year when i'm not totally jam packed with school stuff. argh. yep. enjoying my summer.